Alone at last,
just you and me again,
and the spell you cast on my heart
a lifetime ago.
How bizarre
to have you sing your final song
in such a sterile room,
one not deserving of your presence,
your style, your grace...
but you had a way of making everything around you sparkle,
like bursts of blinding light
in the evening sky,
because you were here.
With your hand in mine,
it matters little where we are
or how we got here,
as long as we traveled as one
and caressed each moment
as though it were our last.
You have done that, my Lady, and more,
your spirit melting into the sky,
unfolding like petals of a rose
under tears of morning dew.
I whisper to the world...come back to me Babe,
but your silent heart
answers me no more.
I know now
I will never again see your footprints in the garden,
and the truth is overwhelming...
the truth is unimaginable.
It is time to kiss you goodbye, but I hesitate,
for unlike Siamese twins,
we are not only connected at the hip,
we share the same soul.
I fear that in losing you, I lose me as well.
I must leave you now,
to begin my walk alone, to regain my footing,
but my heart protests and I am immobile,
like a petrified stone in a forest of shadows.
I feel anchored with your kiss,
your lips like velvet,
still warm from the morning sun.
I must leave now, but before I go,
like a thief in the night,
I was born to steal...
one last kiss.
© JOHN PISCATELLA
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4 comments:
Uncle John,
You writing is filled with such passion & love that people spend their whole life searching for. It describes Aunt Florine so eloquently. I wish I could hear her voice or see her one last time. I have photos & memories to cherish of my visit with both of you over 20 years ago. My heart & thoughts are with you.
Renee (Adams) Waddell
John
When you are ready - collect the new/old/found or cherished and put them in a book of your journey to share. Part of what your words share is that grief is real and ebbs and flows. The poet in you needs to write - whether you share with all of us or as a private journal until you have arrived.
The bookstore shelves are filled with others stories - some true some not - but all comforting to someone yet to make their peace.
Stay well - keep planning, writing and dreaming - life is what you make it.
Mary W
Hey, John
I'm so glad you called back and told us about the renewal of the blog! Florine is so proud of you - what courage it takes to share such deep, heartwrenching moments with the rest of us - such trust that we will relive your love and grief and cherish it, and be reassured and comforted by it. You have a great, great talent, and that is not hyperbole - please continue, and I will continue to "tune in". Regarding the current stressors, breath deeply and continue. It will be over soon. All our love,
Annie & Willie
John
This one really blew me away. I hear Florine saying your name or hear her saying "Marco" with that intensity of loving kindness.
I still am unable to fully understand my feelings about all of this. I have never had an event of someone passing away where there was such deep emotional, compelling, moving feelings.
I am one of the lucky ones who shared some wonderful times with "the Babe" and my life was immeasurably enhanced by her friendship.
Keep writing
Mark
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